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QUEST FOR BEING
the long awaited sequel to "Odyssey of Heart" under Poetic Works by Durandus von Meissen
It's better to linger silently upon humility and all that force of life than preach of worlds to come or down the world with curses which some cruel wench may wish or other wizen mind may invent tending their own vengeance and, pending all upon their thought which, just a thought must expire, expiring themselves. Rather, deeper aspiration speaks more silent than the claims of most yet more insistent and more sure upon the heart wandering yet, though not dismayed with more interest than learning's quest- a sense of life which mothers know and fathers wish in hope of family.
Such fruit of hoping yet may prove a great tomorrow not of scholars, but born to unify the siblings of heaven itself though born of earth still groaning, forever true though dropping ageless tears a golden child too much of sorrow yet forborne in ways of loss to catch, for all, the one in each.
Truth and Life, O, help us such pain of hope has let loose the heart of a thousand generations! So is made the temple of Life as living soul bows down to loss yet not for loss but for the proof and joy in that the Heart is born... an ancient, knowing sadness more true to all than anyone can speak still teetering upon the verge of vengeance but tiding time and weeping, prays- Come, darlings...kiss my bloodied brow and wipe clean the dregs of reeling; drink up the Memory and strike off all sense of shame... alone allow what belongs between each
the shared loss and agony of Experience, and embrace the sacred rain of ageless tears! Spontaneous and Free is- a proving which must mend b oth day and night upon the sight c onfounding what was careless wroughtd rawn from the tyrant powers, too boasting madee ndearing yet to sorrow, whose way no way upgirdsf omenting all, but broke upon the world its fateg roaning still for the nether parth eighing kindly still to meet our owni f but to drain the vats of seemingj ustly disposed to gulp down both sun and moonk indred of gods in consummation, inward bornl ately shown for every outward estimationm ore clearly knownn odding upon the whispered visitors'o rienting magnets of life and quintessential worthp erfected among the tearful andq uick innervated by the salty dew, everr emembering what cannot be forgot whiles imply pleasing that which ever standst oo conscious among the templedu niverse of thoughtv ery lifew hose root upon the mountains'x emplifieswhy we must speak as such and z ero in on what concerns us most.
So, life is too rich than to settle upon honey and ever dream peaches and cream but sometimes convulses in shock of conflict worthily spent for wreck of boasted idols or, flaming upon perverse towers with bridled rage of pure despite lays waste the blatant folly and drives home the wretched crews to lick up the dust their idiocy in dismay at Force inspired which, sudden bearing and more subtly spent is gone again in willows' whispering wind-born kin of faultless knowing who are no bit denied of might nor yet restrained by temptations of the feathered beds and elbow cushions of worthless privilege and self-explained sophistication that careless empty men and women so much cherish. Still, hushed melodies soft intone the spheres and wend the avenues of thought unespied by phantoms the worldly admires but subtly encompassing the times imbues the scales of being and tinctures in disguise like a thief in the night such dross the vulgar revel by and, faithfully plucking on the chords sends shivers on the veins and secret thunder on the plane waking sleepers' dream more gentle than Selene betrothing honesty to sight and brightness for the dark of night her darling young for true embrace in quest of generation and the goal that Aeons willed for prospect mining the soundless leagues in brood of vision a timeless Hope and Calcined spirit- Golden Child! Eureka!!! It is Prophesy in simile of Event which Mythos wrought by Cipher but which yet are Knots too tied and sealed in Book of Holy whose worthy Source Life still incubates and as from ash then hatching roars up in awful splendor Gold and Ruby hewed the flashing dignities to mount the scales of living Hosts from pole to pole leap upon the Air letting rain down the sacred tears which, falling on the Earth makes bloom the sacred Flower that pure intent may be known and from whose leaves restores the Nations. Some greater Hosts claim and stake out their posts in capture of the fleeing hordes who, loosed from chained folly and croaking 'gainst the Sun belch forth from the Abyss their humid ranks... and these, let fly upon the Field like Moses once let fly on Egypt to stench what is reserved for the pristine Fold? I think not! Rather, the Net is strung which wove of Fate keeps taught the Limits while lets fly the Huntress' arrows or her sibling's darts in proof of war for some by gutted shells of Neptune's flees or pipes of Pan the Shepherd's melodies tuning the spheres whose Gates and double doors swings wide for garnering and unlocked, scrolls up the Veil in awe of wonder rendering open view of sacred Towers glistening Ephod and garb of the New City uncloven Stone whose rest upon our Footstool then renewed is the Goal, no less the Work! Some spoke lately upon a central, Human core which rightly known is a Cup of knowing for cutting time and Scythe, in view of Hera's eye waved high upon Horizon that sets the Orient in contest no bit dismayed by tempting lusts of tempting minds more set on Honor and Angling Nemesis. Such eyes as see weep more drops of tear than Oceanus tells of rushing Water or the Air lets wend in wealth of blasting strength but, seeing still lights up a Fire and gives warmth upon the darling bud which Earth must nourish well accepted by her kin and favoring their Process bares out the Plain in plow of Force whose greedy wish makes torrent in the way circumspection whistling and knowing born. Some think it fine to speak of Hermetic art or call Hermes Lord but leave vacant the elders and disparage those whose patience does not care for Caverned men nor would descend to light on Plato's cave nor much extend to help the shadowed world whose way is all of folly but which ancient ken have gave of Fire; still they know what has been left and what is kept of sacred worth too much withdrawn till now when Pluto's shrine too full of frogs and rusted Institutions must belch the treasure and let loose on ancient groves what some were satisfied to leave rest in Forgetfulness. Siblings all, such elders though not untended, Time nor Fate, but worked together and binding Nets in every post, earlier laid down pulled taught, by Right what Circumspection knew when first the drunken fool made Chaos on the world and mad lust upon the sacred pools offended Wisdom and so sowed the wasting ways of men and grief-filled History. No escape now not for the Nordic fish whose greed of clever fame laid down the Summer of the gods in full deceit of cunning nor for the barking clans whose face has front upon the Sun and Moon and has made a desperation for the ancient boundaries. They were mere Vessel once the secret heroes worked by the simple and held near under the Air but now are opened up and no more contained in Earthen inspiration thrown amidst the Shadow yet held near in Care of true foreknowing directing still by purest will what cornered wish may perform or, turning on the spheres yet prove though for the worthwhile fury their compassed memory must say- turn back again whispering upon the lesser its tail casting down where such must fail and, in face of revelation face what it has haunted in ages of the noble no more immature not like times past when it was easy to lay waste like weeping widows their orphaned kind but grown in stature of tears and waxed strong with sorrow match every bit of pain that wickedness may invent or inspire among the mortal fellows whom Earth has born but not informed of Truth cast off like figs from unripe trees shook by torrent winds in pride of self... though others known in quickening raised fast upon their birth to light braving the Sun in torment of the fire still wishing upon grace and proven to endure woke the Aeons and embraced Natures sacred Dream! Mental parameter accusers said was test of Person and forbade Life admitting Lies to Counsel. As Life was not so clever nor cared for such dissembling to offer false advise among fools, none knew what proof of knowing performs for the living but all were left to guessing as Time wends forth Mystery and Nature lets loose Example of Fame, unannounced. Something worthy of speech or better intending, dove deeper and rooted out a principle of seeming thrown upon the mind and abused among the fools for interpretation at last reformed to Identity what all the innocent maintains. It may be Tincture sought when insistence of thought contends; it may be Folly, wrought on nothing which the heart may lend; it may be Wisdom spoke when all is cast upon the void or what pending Furies wrote in semblance of the gods, annoyed!
What ever it is, the mind may guess and turning to admire find nothing wherewith more to bless and finding self, expire.
Play then such games with Fate O Man, and boast upon the Lore of Knowing, yet insatiate for seekers and the carping bore! Unsatisfied, the yawning Dark gulps down in dreams the wayling or seeking our Demeter's Lark hoots and howls, the Ages raging; though nothing of the Line, foredrawn keeps wanderers from peeping or bobbing on the form of Dawn save empty vessels, leaking; but, born upon an empty Nest the Phoenix rises to contend and from the loss of every best distills what light of Life intends.
Not wandering upon the Way but in full sight of ancient bliss it nurses still upon the Lay of sacred Hearth and Eleus. It is no bother which knowing heart has occupied of truth and proven faith whether matched in care of worth our simple thought or soothing wishes rose still and descends in comfort of the seeing or otherwise contends for what in seeming has shown of Family and Friends, believing. Imp, imp hows the game coddling the fledglings... what now of worth or fame can be told of wandering? Naked as the day, you bore both folly and fecundating holding up what secrets store- caverned men and wondering. One worth I know Banshee screaming- The Night in quest of Death whose ancient darts flies through the Aeons and comes raging as Fate upon the shaft some Furies better bent to Force than Patriarchs can tell of Truth or whose sibling kept Pythia in thrall of Augury and let loose Leviathan himself torqued down upon the thought and wrenched upon the Heart such smashing as none forebears but Justice in accommodation. on string of cunning Life wrenches down the line of thought and is set by Force of Heart not too anxious upon proofs but Science dismayed in point of wonder is lifted up in view of the palling age by seeming or believing to wrack the present world and pretended knowing with mental loss and waking Fact. Mandala of shape Geometry of thought or braying asses in pretense of men wends a way and slinks upon like charmed serpents or viper's snap and lion's maw the caverned corridors and dens of men some sophists secure which truth may sooner knell or by the better sense renovate meaning and perfectly contest what most forgot as some have need but inward find their end in trial of faith, every fear revealed. Play, play always play or in the game of seeming pray, pray ever pray for goal of Truth and learning. Holy, holy, holy the Angels fly upon the wing wholly, wholly, wholly their circumvention sings.
Dido wrought and Ion snatched the Sea, History raging- what is Thought? light your Match and fierce the gods come flaming! Rhymes are like the corned stakes set in Compass of the field but rhymes do not a poem make nor cornered stakes a harvest yield. Was it not said Some Fiend of fire would lead forth the Stars? But he knows that Saturn's grand pretense in waking might of children would lead forth the Fold every bit of Moment spent from then to thence in contest of Event which Patriarchy wished for Tyranny, but was lost in hope of conquest, who once killed in murder their own lovely daughters thinking that in guise of strength their wooden horse of Ages or warring King might tempt from the Powers some favor... they were wrong whose latters patience now must be spent in rage of smashing or more complied among the Hosts reply in grace to Fury such as Wisdom invokes the Seers' Arrow- Twin-born kin and renew what Prophesy and Augury once said in Delphic hymn of Gadfly learning- Know Thyself or be dead. This, for such who cannot live by what Life knows of pain but still profess some faulted gain even if they said Isis in craft of healing they could not unlock the treasured halls that Nature embraces more surely, more securely than the fool falls backwards upon their knees. What Gate is sought by them in quest of Health and Beauty Wisdom somewhat spoke and held enduring of the Past; and so, they called the Poet down and prey upon the word some note the care and let resound a sacred hope upon the world; others, in their disguise speak of want and worry and kiss the dark of vacant skies their history and lies and decadence spills from mind, any thought relating to invent new forms of folly or banal comforts of scripted nobility of worth for Humanity believing they ordain new generations of their wretched crew! Tripped upon the bending light they stumble in the known and foster what their liberal invention deemed right of wrong by pretended doctors treasured tombs- a little paradise of privilege among the wayling host who serve, insured by others, sacrilege of wealth in gilded learning for the lost. Three sisters stand a token of awful sight- mirrors in skirt of thought that whispers on the wind both peace for them once wronged and frothing hunted and the hunting wanderers yet under the trembling sky embraced of night but whose course screams not for loss but lauds the Hunt in quest of the most Worthy... more shouts of joy than raging wiccans know in cup of Hera who have clutched the reaping Scythe and razed down our stalks of folly... blessed dance of waywardness in mind that rends the flesh of pretended Titans and drinks down worthy Vengeance seeping more like mist upon the stones our hope, blood-red memory whose goat-shield of humble service past made wrath of Gorgons now to match the swaggering pride that Patriarchy imposes and ever proves such as the drunk of self may do and yet forgot what gods may post of Accusation; more quick in net of knowing for the brutal customs than Privilege holds for Justice men and manlike gods pretending in the world a name for Truth to Rule the sacred Heart. More may be said or times pulled down of understanding but is left a place of peace which circumscribing stage of thought for better wishing willed and poets made in Tragedy and Comedy though relieved in pipes of Pan making mock of our great Sun's intention- twin born of Earth and Sky whose care yet some say is part of Ceres or waxed wrathful in Krone not too much wrought of Athene's knowing though, struck like thunder tyrant hosts upon the field of men when Contest wrought the ken of Greece 'gaints Cyprian kin let fly, in Homer's recollection the gods of Contest for retribution of essential wrong! Such poet spoke well but could not know what, and whom shall any make of this more than mere token of Ages or inspired by such Emblems as we bear now and hold like darling kin upon the furnaced time the fiery baptism enduring yet the ankle and joint of association for perfect proof of Dignity! Pray invent them stop the failing faith of self that loss of hope has bought in shadow of these times pretended wealth.
Weep and wanes the mind and otherwise forlorn in proof of fact such worthless kind that bears fate and folly, fixed norms of brazen rationality, shorn of Talent on the sacred Lyre but happy in the attire of objectivity and reason whose space of thought conspires with politics, scholars, legal wits in empty grace of Humanity to glory in what they begun and dance to their own constancy of rhetoric, idiocy, brutality to trembling won their Influence and Domination. Void on void the way of pretended Logic conspires to fault all else save its own Interest contrived with imaged worth while all others fall to tears in hope of Humanity and cannot own for this what Independence inspires from Truth and Heart but them alone- learned glory of our Defense that wreck all else who do not like conspire- wretched crew and object of contempt to every friend and lover, graceless strays! The fates of folly are not silent born nor absent to the Muses lyre but sure as certain fault and such as recklessness of pride has spoke lengthens the attire of wishing, as boldly wrote the pride of men in wending out of their own vacant space- ones own great emptiness, flung in face of cheapest aspiration and once begun, danced to false surety in proof of shadow forms, empty thoughts conspired on every wish, employed and inspired to wrack loss and pretence on life (worthy thoughts for abysmal ways), destruction and worthlessness enjoyed! I'm sure I kissed the Phoenix as my lips admit fire too burning in seeming truth and stunned of thought not too much dismayed by wonder yet in lick of salt for learning but for spite of memory in contempt for some set fierce upon the Moment my good intention and attention... let it come. "Im full now, my Care I can eat no more"- she said then Being led upon the shore where God and Goddess All adore wandering hand in hand with each, beloved. A fools dance among our selves if we don't conceive IT- our life, or sinister plan killing our hope if we mistreat IT or in loss of true wealth fail to believe IT- our life, holy hands whirling, endless health and love cherished.
Get what we want or get what we need or folly flaunt upon the Widows mite and Seed if any dare! The Work is earned and bends backward to terms of wrong for rectification, such as sages learn in auditing the Angels' Song which Majesty of Heart lays bare. Wait upon the gentle Breeze Silver Pinions lead as if embraced of ease and, purer than faith to mend Our loss, extend Truths healing upon Disease. BOOM! the Ages go in thunder of the Winds that Chance must make and bestow to all of each, in-between today and tomorrow. BOOM! the contest rolls in Majesty of Sorrow that cries for what is truly seen and thought allows no one spared belief or Fate or ought of what Humanity inspires. What Once the Lords of Time embraced or Queens of Golden Fields forlornness wandered in seek of Grace to still allow that Wakefulness Be born still raging, strikes upon the start of flying darts and down-bent-right to thrash in its Tale, the Art with Hermes and Apollo's Might yet what some Dragon wishes in snort of failing worlds for Rage is but the tinkling dishes of Artemis, beseemed but worth of simple soul knows such things and bends the bow of Light which, ware of thought, takes aim with Neptune's great belief to pierce and slay the grand conceit. String the Bow draw taught the Line and aim upon the Brow of Sun and Moon of Man or in thought for pride of self write the Designs which Ark of Aeons owned. When then upon the darkened Sea and drenched with fury of the unjust reign ask what Dagon sought to gain in stealing Pearl of God and Pain then tinkle salt upon the wire in will of Life unfulfilled and, sudden pissing, be inspired with jolts of Power, stunned! Not yet told is what the Panther of Night holds or cat-paw stomping can perform in subtle ways of old or darker embers wreak with sulfured fuming of sacred musing in the Dark of Life, or lap of the many hungry in quest of Water and who clap in praise of Thunder on the breast of Fire when Fury rests in Phoenix Nest or otherwise expires in death of Ash and Waste of worldly tombs for every social norm such is more bold but set in peace of preferential treatment of itself, sorrow made and kept in ancient rest for the secret sneaking hunts still upon the Void of seeming men such Eye of sight is Silence but may roar, too much annoyed with worlds and ways of men less discerning yet more boasting, proud than Wisdom in the sage has wrought for Truth.
Black as Night the Paw and sleek as Sin the Maw into whose teeth the sons of men lurch with lust who must cut themselves on Ivory or Pearl Drops see from out their torn times the waking pretence of worldly power for estimate of pretended Joy more glad for simple loss of fools than when sleeping Panthers slipped the Night and let fly the Hunt their hide and seek inspired. Meow, Meow the kit employs a cry upon the Air twisted tales or desperate wails sounding what none have dared such lap of luxury has set a place for orphans' crying undoing what the learned left for the politics of lies. She calls upon the Lunatic and whistles on the Wind- write the Score of gods, bereft in signs of hopelessness and sin! Allow, Allow mellow rest in seeming for what the worthy can Call, Call for Roost of meaning or be prey to Pan. Catch as catch can of believing or, disavowed the ancient Hearth and source of being fall naked upon All. Some mock, like barking dogs, the sound or doubting, front on Revelation though Life bids them well more strength they need than Atlas wrapped upon the Stone or, drinking down the sweetest Mead in semblance of Sisyphus sin must heave and belch the times, disowned. Ruby like the rising dawn or white in ribbons of the Sun the Abyss yet must, mirrored, yawn and gulp down folly men have known whirling on the twisted way the fool for loss has loved in sight of pretended fact or in every bit become betrayed to what their greedy minds begun.
dum, dum, dum drumming of flight comes, comes, comes circumspection might. Weep in Will, O Past pluck the newborn suns... shed the tearing Eye, begun when first espied your best wandering upon the Way too much a Sojourn ken of thought and musing too much betrayed of learning and praise of men. No cunning now shall prove as was made when Pride and Greed was wrought but dropped from bloody wrong, allayed the Night, all wrath of men and justice bought.
Tempted from the grip of Fate set peace upon the Might such patient and sacred Muse and whispering to the Cobra's spite fronted upon the worthless sight and Fangs of Facing, pure delight owned every Shade and abuse!
CAWCAW: lion's maw or Odin's birds a singing RAWRAW flesh in Law all the Aeons clinging Buckler, Shield, and Remonstrance dare the Night Fucker, Fiend, or Pan's incense pluck what's Right blow upon the Orbs and smoke down every way or otherwise, make no sense but Foot of Titans, stayed. They march upon a thought in Muse or sickness of the Sphere and seek what Folly wrought to call their ancient Tears catch the Roe pierce the Hart let wing upon the Field Our Aim of Truth or Folly, bought in Word the Ages start when proving Death and Sin sung Joy of Harvests' Yield stream into the Vision Thou unborn suns of Night and Roar my Wisdom in grasp of whitened Banners, bright front upon the Walls and keep the darkened view for when you need it, counting balls or sliding nuts, contend the Blue more quick than Mercurial might it shifts upon your brazen hand and tends the Fortune of Light only the Wise understand echoes of the Wind thy lover said is such tortured musing though when everything is Red or the thought, better abusing Rung life upon the dead no little boat-life but lots of places in the world take it easy make it last all Night cold at Night waves on the beach creeping back the Memory something worthy but yet out of Reach some distant whirl? I've not told half the Tale but linger here upon the Verge no teetering but set Right with Eagle claws secured if U want to hear some Pages toss some Stories if U'r tired toss some Pages here when U'r ready roll with the Changes U know you got 2 keep on rolling with the Changes got2 got2 got2 keep on rollin got to learn to roll this is Our Bumbling BBB
smoken Lucky Strikes too BAD the AEON lied kiss the Widows' Mite! cold as ice willing to sacrifice the dove no advice I know digging for gold blowing away Fortune and Feeling... but, some Day, We pay sacrifice of Love Paradise or Lice crawling to Doom or waving Destiny HELLO. The Sky is burning and the Soul is on Fire keep the Design and wait the Vain to arrive or lap of luxury despise in every Way I believe the Soul's on Fire I laugh in learnin dirge and dogs of the Stye Back and Forth the Leaning Oz smacks the golden face of Fate for kissing, stumbling the Cause O, O, O keep on crying No No No quit the brothers mercy scrying! Drinking too just as you though Yeast informed... not too subtle Muse of what is true the thought has born tempting way of patrimony leavening the Lark or in guise of matrimony sing upon the waking Dark if Music is the Master... will you head the Master Call or in the Hurt of Lying speak all is said? take it, take it, take it to the Movie make it, make it, make it brighter Glow watch the Stage or Act the Folly All in Each, your Garment Wove If I had Time or peace of Mind I would not bother or kiss my daughter in way upon the Wind but reasoned upon the Line I AM sure to find what something said of Other in spite of pride and laughter for ends that love and learning lent it's all just fine if when judgement every else is held to blame and then upon a time turn again the involvement and own upon the same who is Wrong? the sum is wrong in pretense of a thought who mock the golden Song and, yin for yang or bing for bong tell of truths now wrought... hit upon your male of late the voice of wrecking crews and obvious, insatiate complained of the untrue more of me, or more of you it's all in the beseeming love your self, or the true Cleft of thought believing bid upon the Haze I say, Tokens of dismay or Roots of life raze betray your own Company ...more is said upon the AIR enduring in the Moment but the lion seeks his lair and lets roar the Omen slow and gentle flame lingers on the Lintel speaking Hosts of Fame in Witness of the Simple then They saw the seven steps of Angels every bet of awe reckoning the Angle and Choring Song Demon's coming Down who will stop the Reign? Go down, Virginia! SEEK SHELTER from the STORM and SUNDER every CHAIN!!! GORLING chords a weaving bobbing on the Year still of heart still learning Joy of dropping Tear I'd love to change the world but don't know what TODO... CIRCLE upon the WHIRL every thought in boy and girl world pollution no solution institution... spread the Wine tread it fine and Froth upon the ageless brine! O MAN some Whisper said... how on Earth work through This? ought otherwise denied for madness or folly or loss
PART II (to be continued)
Durandus von Meissen- Author and Architect BeingQuest.com
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