As firm as a rock I would be set Against the world and its cruel dejections More kindly proving latent virtues, set With brilliant facets of the light, resolving factions. Such longing for that life, true worth to know- Character ruling every passion's season For perfect care, great purposes to show In flowering blooms of soul and noble reasons! Eternal and unfading, such care met The waking might, more clearly then to shine In search of pure intent, whose hope reflects Our best, though wrapped in shadows of design. Still, the dawning visions pierce the night Encompassing the true, all loss despite!
When I was young I thought humanity Would be my nurse, my comfort and sure strength; My earnest hope was by the hour to length Fleet days that all lifes wonder I might see. I cherished kindness, lain upon the breast Of upright admonitions and goodwill; I danced with joy, with love I found my rest And honor was my visions windowsill. But then, too soon, their condemnation frowned On ways I knew in youth, as if insane To their adult, cruel outward forms that bound False glory: my innocence' dread infamy. Now tossed upon my bed I turn from shame To boiling tears, my hope and faith betrayed!
O hours, long hours that vex my wearied soul With thoughts of contradiction; fawning days Of youth are closed, in stocks of lies arraigned To inquisition and condemning powers! What tyrannous, what brutal, ruthless ways That slam this wooden slavery over head; Though pressing on, resolve shall bide the time To contemplate their end, too stark with dread. So mock, O State, my soul and purposed end More cruel, discharge your rotten judgments fate; A greater cause, at last, when first you rend The back and front of self... my selves berate! So dare upon my cheeks your thrice-six brand To scourge me; I shall lie not but withstand.
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