Durand von Meissen

(1)

Not in my self I trust, being so weak

To noble deeds and proofs of lasting worth

But ever forms of grace and hope poured over us

When meekness in the heart with love communes!

Better than reason, brighter than the tropes

Laid by our sager minds who, for all times

Sought to mark down in sign that yet unseen...

Better this fruit of meekness, born of faith

Which, of itself, is as angelic might

Able to lift the lowly into heights

Of knowing, where the dryer air imbues

Essential manna: food of gods, the seed

Which nightly growing, scarce discerned, springs up

To perfect comfort, then more over-flown

Works righteousness in the world, from carnal strife

To life in liberty, our best revealed.

 

Blessed meekness, heart of saints and ever true

With faithfulness of hope! Great care you show

Where there is no demand, save principles

Most holy, by the proud unknown; exalting

Subtle sense, beyond surmise: submissive

 

Durand von Meissen

(2)

Tender, patient, always kind with kindness

Better than self-worth in self-service shown-

Anoint our hearts with mercy's shining balm

As in this world we all must yet forbear

And lead us straight. Held fast in you we live!

 

Such faithfulness of worth must we behold

And many hours again, turn aside

Ignoble ways, to awful wonder sped

Where so much lost of good our souls suspect

Rejoins when love of truth has led us on.

Yet all the best of faith, not always true

To life and deed, though evident in hope

Is made exempt from trial; better to prove

The gold of piety when fiercer tried.

Then faithfulness of worth in us is known

When, as is judged by some, we're given leave

To go our way when still is left behind

That care of grace we’d prove, flown from the heart.

So help this stumbling verse your good portray

Set down with hope to coax the one in all...

It tends the way of trial, your work to speak.

 

Durand von Meissen

(3)

How you seek consistently for worth

Through mundane laws that hourly drape the soul

And from the smallest things secure our truth

Distilling charity and faith of all!

 

Always, for grace, your comforting is new

Untainted by the loot of carnal gain-

Foul dross. Many for this are bound in chains

Though freedom shunts the naked tyrant’s rule.

 

To look, to sift, to ply our souls again

For better ways, to each more kindly given

Though warring yet with pride: wretched stain

Of brutal mobs, so dark in light of heaven!

 

Heaven in each to sing, a lovely song

No phantom self to trust, in each is all-

A cherished faith, for whom the brave are strong

And waiting for, your sacred cares installed.

 

Great sympathy, the worth of all conjoined

To open up for us a home-felt rest

With love confessed and truth in one soul coined-

To honor and, in deed, the upright quest!

 

Durand von Meissen

(4)

Oh that in this trial may spring

Such worthiness of heart, refined

Not of carnal mind!

Your secret’s long been kept

Of old, the seers saw and wept

But how can I, so frail

Train these reigns to follow?

 

More steady now, defend the gap...

Let not the breach become full

With pride's conceit, abominable.

Then to glimpse a true vision

And care with no solo burden

But for the proper meekness bidden

And yoke humility fast-bound

Not glancing here or there

Shall you affix the heart here-

New city, famed uncloven one

And rising of your morning sun

Out-braving that of brutish minds

By purest faith, the way divined!

 

Durand von Meissen

(5)

But can the child's gentle airs

And heart as mild to forbear

Enlighten such depravity

Being only a child?

 

Resolving on their sojourn friend

They bide their time, under the trees

Whose verdant leaves

Gives rest among the holy hills.

Reclining by a gentle stream so soft, so still

They turn aside from mortal strife

To love in truth, confirming peace.

Here they drink their life's content

As down, down rolls the burden bent

Once by a rod waved over their souls

From maddened tyranny.

Such fruit to bear and strength to lend

In ways of grace that flow within

Their pearly gates of honest faith!

No wielding rule of force, they see

The way, by simple virtue won.

Of such is the Kingdom-

Heaven’s enigmatic ones!

 

Durand von Meissen

(6)

There is a fountain

Whose breaking forth is of old;

There is a gentle brook

Its water, pure as clear gold.

Who will put at naught?

Eternal, undaunted abides

The head, by right established

From the heart, just inclined.

No thing in heaven or earth

Thwarts their medicament-

As one through the gate

They pass on, with wholly complied intent.

 

Glorious riches for those who may drink

The waters that flow out this throne;

Precepts of judgment on upright souls wink

As through fields of Beauty they roam!

 

Durand von Meissen

(7)

Descending on the heart renewed

Anointed by the morning dew

They look expectantly

To own their vast integrity.

With fuller' soap in hand

To wash the inner walls

They purge away what is not grand

Within the secret chamber's hall.

Relying on substantial grace

They scourge all pride away

And foment the true relations

All can know and faith persuades.

Once cleansed

Inclining to the will, so pure

They prove what lovers share and real friends

Commend as faithful and true.

Thus seeking only to reflect

Their tempered best, in liquid words

They overflow the world, no jot bereft

Of crystal innocence, their light assured.

 

Durand von Meissen

(8)

Though mongers traffic in the hour

Arising with discerning power

They trip the scale of false standards

While iron on the chaff they tread

Through a wilderness

To the feast prepared.

 

Bursting bonds asunder

They proclaim a day of liberty

A day of freedom for the captive-

Hurrah, a thousand years of Jubilee!

Hosanna, Sabbath for all time

And staffs of truth in love’s relation!

 

The vulgar many scoff

Alack! They cry-

Sacred heirs threshing down the mountains!

 

Durand von Meissen

(9)

As firm as a rock I would be set

Against the world and its cruel dejection’s

More kindly proving latent virtues, set

With brilliant facets of the light, resolving factions.

Such longing for that life, true worth to know-

Character ruling every passion's season

For perfect care, great purposes to show

In flowering blooms of soul and noble reasons!

Eternal and unfading, such care met

The waking might, more clearly then to shine

In search of pure intent, whose hope reflects

Our best, though wrapped in shadows of design.

Still, the dawning visions pierce the night

Encompassing the true, all loss despite!

 

Durand von Meissen

(10)

When I was young I thought humanity

Would be my nurse, my comfort and sure strength;

My earnest hope was by the hour to length

Fleet days that all life’s wonder I might see.

I cherished kindness, lain upon the breast

Of upright admonitions and goodwill;

I danced with joy, with love I found my rest

And honor was my vision’s windowsill.

But then, too soon, their condemnation frowned

On ways I knew in youth, as if insane

To their adult, cruel outward forms that bound

False glory: my innocence' dread infamy.

Now tossed upon my bed I turn from shame

To boiling tears, my hope and faith betrayed!

 

Durand von Meissen

(11)

O hours, long hours that vex my wearied soul

With thoughts of contradiction; fawning days

Of youth are closed, in stocks of lies arraigned

To inquisition and condemning powers!

What tyrannous, what brutal, ruthless ways

That slam this wooden slavery over head;

Though pressing on, resolve shall bide the time

To contemplate their end, too stark with dread.

So mock, O State, my soul and purposed end

More cruel, discharge your rotten judgments fate;

A greater cause, at last, when first you rend

The back and front of self... my selves berate!

So dare upon my cheeks your thrice-six brand

To scourge me; I shall lie not but withstand.

 

Durand von Meissen

(12)

Nobody cares for that over which you weep

Nor shares the burden of their world’s foredoom

Seen starkly; you it is alone that peeps

Into the whoring fate spun on life's loom.

Lay down upon their rack of misery

Which worthlessness of pride has reckless wove

And trembling, accept the blasphemy

Of idols in the soul for which they strove!

Put off your past contrition, cut the tropes'

Supposed necessities and dip your cup

Into their Lethe; gulp down your failed hope

And lax submit before death's razing sup!

They will not let you flay their sacred cows;

Though it is sin, prostrate I bid you bow.

 

Durand von Meissen

(13)

What trust their way of pride obtained

In those that helm the lumbering state

Shall not to comfort more incline

Than strife of passion wrought of late.

 

Between, there is a promise broke

That speaks of ever darkening night

And labors 'gainst the dreadful stroke

Of death, like ships in dire flight.

 

Their chartered seas for parts forlorn

In credence of foretokened shores

Will not convey the factious storms

Nor gain what love denied before.

 

And this, the proud not knowing whence

Shall lurch upon familiar scenes

Once ciphered sagely, common thence

To revel in their courts, obscene.

 

Then bearing on their chosen course

And mocking what is fair or foul

Their blue and gray in time reverse

For unity, their songs avow?

 

Durand von Meissen

(14)

If they can, with triple band

Wed Bahsaan's bull to Shiloh's mules;

Outrun a troop, alone withstand

A hundred million of the cruel!

 

Or bounding in the grip of faith

O'er leap the whitewashed walls of mind

And death undo, more radiant

With proof of love, by grace refined!

 

Behold, they scoff the sacred care

Corrupting in the status quo

To auction off the orphaned heirs

Like sheep among the chatteled fold!

 

More greedy than conniving guilds

Engrossed upon the public store

They plot against the tithing field

Once left in portion to the poor!

 

At last, with utter impudence

Of ruling pacts in bonds of state

They wrack upon the innocent

Their lust of power, insatiate!

 

Durand von Meissen

(15)

They rape the moon, gulp down the sun

Turn native warmth to icy cold

In glory for what lust has won-

A naked world, to privilege sold!

 

These boldly cruel and faithlessly

Intemperate to the sacred dares

Forsake the rescue of the weak

And grace, whose other's burden bears!

 

What's more…in any way they choose

They're bounding to the nether part

Where proves what in the soul behooves

For healing remedies of heart!

 

Both great and small, it is the way

They all shall go, advancing now

To visit on that desert plain

Their first anointed met his own!

 

Such fates are bringing to a head

That hidden in their factious state…

Like poison asps of slinking dread

To strike them, cunning, unawake!

 

Durand von Meissen

(16)

And lions, lurking in the brush

Where they conceal their interests

Shall cancel with a sudden rush

Their treachery and compromise!

 

What now they see, a token is

Of that which ere shall sudden be

And vengeful, wreck with peerless fears

The hopes of their once proud conceits!

 

Then roaring like the oceans' waves

They'll rage in torrents of the lost

And raging, grapes of wrath display

Or reigns of ageless justice tossed!

 

So shall their boiling tears roll down

And myriad, recompensing ploys

Dance on their condescending frowns

They spent before on care deprived!

 

Worse for sure and wretched more

For them whose rotten bars of state

Held scorn of truth, let slip the store

Of wealth such care would mediate!

 

Durand von Meissen

(17)

Now boon or bale is in the mean

Of happenings that shows their part

And illustrates their work conceived

Or faithless, wields the devilish arts!

 

These arts, their fates have since resolved

With every mite of what they are

To demonstrate from whence evolved

Or failing, burn like falling stars!

 

And whom shall every compass read

Not owning that of common birth

Which points to limit in the needs

Now turned to their lascivious worth?

 

But them who, in the closing hours

Shall wake upon the dawning light

And in the grasp of subtle powers

Withdraw consumption’s lusty mite.

 

Then broached upon the sacred weal

Shall bards and sages break their bread

For those whose grace and freedom steals

To love, escaping from the dead!

 

Durand von Meissen

(18)

Such noble trial the heroes bore

For them in unremitting weights

And, Kingdom courage, smashed norms

Of tyranny and sanctioned fates!

 

Though lessons of such faith have failed

The fool, aloof in proud concerns

They prove the marshal will of all

For truth, through burnished virtues earned!

 

Durand von Meissen

(19)

Ages in their veins shall, waking, whirl

As archaic potentials’ dreadful might

Turns girl to boy, conversely boy to girl

Unlimbing reason for unreason's fright!

That once gone right will deftly then turn left

While self-conception staggers to its doom

Bursting the bonds of day and night; bereft

The carnal measure fails both late and soon.

Then faced with generations' awesome curve

Of ageless heart and soul, how shall it bear

The paltry thought at first that blindly swerved

Into the narrow recess of their care?

Alone at last, they no more can maintain

As what confounds the part, no part sustains!

 

Durand von Meissen

(20)

Praise the privileged, admire the ambitious

For they are worthy, they have all the strength…

So evident contrived, their powers are banked

To dominate dissenting arguments.

Evangelists that preach a brave new age

Are these more reasoned wizards on the brink

Of all disposing will, all ends betrayed

To serve their corporations’ nod and wink.

Such market is their world, as goods are sold

Their education, pride's admissive rite

Ordains participation, pirate gold

Dispensed in rank currencies of conceit.

Hurrah, at last, the world’s equality

In once overt, now covert slavery!

 

Durand von Meissen

(21)

Behold the brazen will, these men of time

From time brought forth, they are the world's latest

And so, they must truly be the best

As culminating age the mind refines!

Now to and fro they go, their lists increased

With every tally, everything computes

Their princely judgment as long ago deceased

Life’s mystery, crutch of simple dupes.

Learning is theirs, precepts are theirs to bend;

Lawyers, scholars, politicians rest

Upon this pillar; they can split or mend

The finest lines, no tittle left undressed.

Step by step they round the universe

And finite lies to infinities converse!

 

Durand von Meissen

(22)

Such pride of theirs that strains for fleeting fame

Seeking to tempt from time the wasting plaque

Of recognition, though their judgment's black

And vaulting minds, the lurching of the lame!

Construing every worth as if to pose

In some fair light their comic dignity

They wreck the world and secretly repose

With condescension’ self-important glee.

As if full-wrought by truth's heroic wing

Their pride aspires; on vain conceits they soar

Up threw the mist while private songs they sing

In self-made praise for deeds of learned lore.

Like bats that sound the dark in broken flight

They mock the truth, embraced in shrouds of night!

 

Durand von Meissen

(23)

Such sophists, ever proud of self, decree-

Hear all you simple what I will disclose

Which power of my discernment shall repose

The world in technocratic majesty.

As instruments of some more vested being

They bat their eyes and let fly all their minds

Resolving every complex urgency

And wagging tongues, the Gnostic’s doubt unbind.

An air of comedy, their creeping self

Weaving the webs of their proud certainties

More armchair resting, ready to divulge

The bestial learning to the rest, insane.

Prostrate in ponds of swill they splash with glee

Pretending to catch sail for open seas!

 

Durand von Meissen

(24)

Behold the estimations and the creed

Of judgment in self-righteous confidence

That cares for nothing of the innocent

But swamps life’s refugees with cruel conceits!

With ages it has built the edifice

Of dogma; every pit and lion’s maw

Is its contraption, set in consciousness

Of those condemning letters of the law.

Cunning serpent, masquerading as a dove

It fashions politics, more vicious wrought

With rationales to blacklist those who strove

To flee its institutions’ heinous plot.

Enamored with its fascist benefit

The systems of the world it implements!

 

Durand von Meissen

(25)

Dogmatic soul, how bold it tempts the fates

That meets to each the fruits of carnal will

Redoubled, which was spent in kind so late

Upon our brothers, sisters, other selves!

It make its estimations, rules the span

Between men, lords over the equity

With proud conceit to lift the brazen hand

And rend in two the heart of sympathy.

Such is its gruesome glee in confidence

Of its own judgment, ever knowing not

The facts it scorns in others are dispensed

In every heart: one root all life begot.

More wretched this, more wicked in the blame

Than hypocrites who, at bottom, are the same!

 

Durand von Meissen

(26)

O laws of learning, evolution's best

How justified, how potent is your power

Subduing and uplifting every hour;

Once ruled by you, the heart finds no redress!

No scruple needed, no conscience to bestow

Now call the torrents of predestined will

And with your iron styluses, furrow

The world with greed’s intent in utmost skill!

Alas, your fate, pride’s inner engines fired

To serve with zeal your doctrine’s least behest

Without compunction; all survival' squires

Dubbed the sovereigns of amoral quests.

Unsheathe your carnal sword’s materialism

And drive home, to the hilt, your nihilism!

 

Durand von Meissen

(27)

All those who in their earthly dight

Boast learned clans and worldly dower

Come wonder at the poets’ right

And fix your fate as fit your power!

 

No practiced rationales conceive

When forces on your knowing bend;

Such carnal estimates deceive

When pride attempts the steep ascent.

 

This way, conceited souls have sought

In compass of archaic strife

But struck upon the verge of thought

To rush, headlong, through blinding light.

 

So dazzled by the tempting flight

And fronting on the mystic lore

They passed in sudden bounds the night

And heedless through the fabric tore.

 

Then wept the father for his child

Whose compass must his boldness run

Respecting not what mercies mild

Could shield his course around the sun.

 

Durand von Meissen

(28)

Alas, is writ the history

Of those whose elemental plans

Had claim upon the Destiny

But seized, too rash, with carnal hands

The motive reigns of deity!

 

Was it not clear? The bards at first

Set boundaries upon such pride

To staunch against what bastard birth

Could yet unleash on earth and sky?

 

Mix not in hastiness your words

In offerings of vain conceit;

Let triple bound the fire burn

Or poison from the vessel leaks...

 

Steady bid the Ark to go

And don’t, impatient, force the day

Or roaring out, a tempest blows

To carry even faith away...

 

Durand von Meissen

(29)

So quick to estimate the worth

And feigning wise, they stole the day

Then strutting on, betrayed their birth

To be the kings of cursed ways!

 

But prophets of the coming age

Have tasted tidings of this fate

So sweet at first, the telling page

Though in the end a bitter slake!

 

More clear, some writing on the wall

Amidst war's company of friends

Who spoiled all else but can't forestall

The dipping scale of amends!

 

So wrote the cryptic book of life

Before the proud trespassed this way

And greedy, fashioned every strife

To wrack upon the ancient lays!

 

Or did it seem the sacred stones

That sages kept were for such use

As men could make and then disown

The consequences of abuse?

 

Durand von Meissen

(30)

Bid them to escape the maze

And weave the hero’s Golden Fleece…

Catch the thread of heroes’ faith

And marry the conflicting states!

 

Yet clever ploys of sapience

Will not untie the troubled knots

Nor shall their reasoned doctrinaires

Indemnify the pirate lots!

 

Neither shall allied abuse

Or armies in the streets arrayed

Cower recompense, unloosed

As strings, on bursting winds displayed!

 

Nor will their factory of lies

Run off the field the sacred part

Of being, which does not rely

On teaching guilds or sophists’ art!

 

New legislators overpass

Their systems, proving all along

What bards have known is in the grasp

Of wisdom and her healing songs.

 

Durand von Meissen

(31)

Her anthems would the angels sing

And conscious wonders now unfurl

Enduing on the eagle’s wing

The reformation of the world.

 

A golden age from wisdom's wild

Which prophets and true sages knew

And poets chant, with metered style

In sacred harmonies of truth.

 

Though no one, cloaked under the guise

Of learning can recast the lots

As what there is, is for the wise

Whom angels love and men forgot.

 

To what they will! It never was

And never being comes to pass;

Abandoning the formal cause

Their shadow comes to roost at last.

 

Knowing not, it’s fit to be

Hid in the bosom of the past

Which ordering, the heart shall see

And so in seeing, live at last.

 

Durand von Meissen

(32)

Such is the mystery at hand

That twain must lie upon the fates

Of being Man and so withstand

The complex enmities of strife.

 

Yet everywhere, a further clue

Admits into the larger state:

Where two makes three, that three is true

In one...a simple aggregate.

 

And what of three resolved as one

Completes the elemental climb?

As two the parents, then the son-

A father for an ageless time.

 

But father, to what groom is born

An other who has yet to be

Or being not, as men have known

Comes sailing on a boundless sea?

 

Still, from a depth unknown

This tenant of the nether shore

Who comes unsought, seeking her own

With ciphers of the healing lore.

 

Durand von Meissen

(33)

Unlike the Siren, who of late

Has tempted some to absent ruth

She mends the heart and satiates

The home-felt yearnings of the truth.

 

Such understanding and such joy

Of owning what can scarce be spoke

And greater exploits, more employed

In solving what their lovers wrote.

 

Unraveling the partial ways

That some are wont to boast of worth

She echoes on a timeless sea

The spirit's knowing and rebirth…

 

A sound of silence in the rush

Of doing, where most spend their life

Speaks love as out the burning bush

And peace upon the winds of strife.

 

Alas, all may take to heart

The fiery reigns of aerial course

And yet unlock the secret haunts

Life’s law assumes and still rehearse!

 

Durand von Meissen

(34)

Best charity of heart, let not the droll

Of vulgar men block out the noble life

That lays before me; seen through the strife

Your good gleams forth, and this I would extol.

No wars of dark and light shall I bemoan

Nor proud deny the factions of my care

For all our folly I cannot but own

In every way; yet for Man's faith I dare.

There is no purity of gold untried

By hottest heat; once, twice, yes seven times

All thoughts of good are purged of petty lies

That cling as vain-conceit; this, trials refine.

Then stoke the furnace of experience

With fiery ordeal and fiercer ply

The avenues of self for that pittance

Of worth that under pride so darkly lies.

What goal before of grace your saints pursue

Through worlds of strife in hope of what is true!

 

Durand von Meissen

(35)

Like ships hurled upon raging storms am I

Mystery tossed, the fool of untamed seas

My soul forlorn and strong waves beating.

Hard is the struggle in this long, dark night

Long the venturing for peace through cruel despite

Groaning, at last, this trial to overcome.

Such vast recess of peril and naked doom

To bear, seeking the uplifted beacon's bright light

Where truth's assuredness is as the noon

Secured by lauded faith's enduring might!

Yet strange calms where onward once my hope blew on

The sure contention as desperate deeds spent

Doubt by doing, in hours of pressing trial a brief respite!

Then struggle made me strong, on solid foes

To flex determined thought where turns the tide

Of loss, intent on proofs my striving will.

But now where is my strength and constancy

When stagnant set the winds and sails droop down

As vain? All things grow bale with shifting doubt.

Better now seems the hour of raging storms

When all my being convulsed and harder tried

Accustomed in my soul the likely end

 

Durand von Meissen

(36)

Which in the circumspection made me strive

For temperance and time’s acknowledged good.

Yet here am I thrown back on taunting doubts

As reeling pools descend, whereto I drift

In weakness, weak against the empty air.

Then Nothing is my fear, and this the grief-

My mind cannot conceive the remedy

For failing faith, but whispers all undone.

I fade, tormented, worn and pushed below

To glaring loss in this strange incubation.

What agony and languishing of Fate!

How now I wince the boast of active hours

I lurched on trials, the inward battle cast

To and fro, my soul in contests fraught once brave!

O let me tempt this end to different ways

And sway what hour remains toward true worth

Secured, held fast in grace! Then would I glad

Return the raging sea its fierce combat

With honor to defend the failing hope

Of truth; more firm in deed, undo the fates

And lonely agonies of conscious thralldom

Where is lost my joy of life, a captive fool to chance

 

Durand von Meissen

(37)

Advancing nothing better than the beasts!

Is this the trial I sought, this utmost strain

That tends through agony to own the way of

All our lives? A better recompense to noble aims

Fit better to perfect the wayward thoughts

Than all of bravery once sought to fill

With proof more tangible? Then let me see

My heart reflect truth’s light assured in love

Not measured by the trials of carnal will

Nor held submissive to the glint of time!

Alas, bring forth my worth both tried and true

And firmly fix my soul’s integrity

Upon the sacred law in love’s remand!

Perhaps I may yet prove my way when tried severe

Where heart's necessity masters extremes

Of despair and hope which speaks experience

And quaff the dregs of strife, perhaps commune

With families unseen and tribes of men

Forgot; by self forgot in those who claim

Their proof of worth by pride and every way

Mere pleasure in consumptive greediness.

 

Durand von Meissen

(38)

Such petty helps of outward show and gain

Heaped up with selfishness and frauds of love…

Corrupted and corrupting will that feigns

The rites of self 'gainst loss; real loss unknown

In ways that count the outward show of things!

But love, the heart of knowing evident

In those once proven true, accounts no thing

As seen through carnal veils, times’ niceties.

Such pomp depraved is that, the outward garb

With which failed heart relieves the inward dross

In outward style, the one dissemblance fair

That postures worth, though no good intends

Save praise, to some their best acclaim

Where honesty is not enough to glut

The appetites of I. But for the poor

The proven fast, laying down their selfish strife

For consummating grace and unity.

So thought by thought, deed on deed, does love lead on

To lasting worth and peace, which even death

With its dread severance cannot separate

Once sympathetic souls have met in grace.

 

Durand von Meissen

(39)

More wondrous then I'll own this strife of life

Which, in the balance, can trip-up proud thoughts

And, by contrition, prove an upright goad

Of mercy, yielding still an outward balm

For inward wounds and, by that salving oil

Of grace to remedy the ancient wrongs.

What draught of life is here in unity

Of pain, hope, faith, and love in which is found

The universal heart of Man! Such webs

Of night and day to interweave our worth

That, careful tending, yields the sweet fragrance

Of liberty and peace to waft along

A high communion; lovely as a rose

Its scent of life, unfolding evermore

The virtues of our magnanimity!

 

Durand von Meissen

(40)

This work, sublime in truth revealing trials

Enlightens your way, O sojourn heart

Which, too long groaning, you have sought the while

And knew not, pierced through with scorching darts

Of cruel despite. The back and not the front

You first pursued and turned away the thought

Which, rightly meek, could otherwise wax blunt

The plaint of sorrow, though not falsely wrought.

Such Vale you pass, and must, which set before

Is flood with tears like yours for such remiss

Unkindly given, patiently now born-

Both cheeks for smiting, doubly felt love's kiss.

Forbear the world’s affront in wrath uncouth

To bless your soul with love, and love in truth.

 

Durand von Meissen

(41)

Miners do not bemoan their lot or odds

Toiling amidst the mountains for the boon

Of rare and costly things, nor curse the gods

That one is later rich, one richer soon.

Attentiveness they hold who sooner reap

The treasure that's around them secret sown

And into every crevice careful peek

To pluck what hasty others pass unknown.

Nor is life slack to proffer all the glee

Of finding under foot the stainless wealth

If only first to humbly, inward see

What beauty of the soul slips by in stealth.

The fool to Fortune's ways too tempted clings

Though Memory retains the sacred things.

 

Durand von Meissen

(42)

What is the plowman's good who does not know

To break the fallow is a noble work

And what is called the helper who would sow

For early rains and yet the labor shirks?

All seasons come in their appointed time

Accounting faithfully intrinsic ends

And turn together, folding as this rhyme

To pass one into each toward that they tend.

So one's the heart, all dispositions move

Proportionate to their respective toil

As one's the year, all seasons constant prove

To blend experience for richer soil.

Then discipline grabs hold onto the tares

For ripened truth, joy harvesting the tears.

 

Durand von Meissen

(43)

The carpenters, with tape and steady rule

Check their work, all purposes befitting...

Discerning every plane, they make it true

To need and art, nothing good omitting.

Time, space, and material they well acquaint

To suit what in idea they have known

And do not think impatiently to joint

The aims they love and hope to outward show.

Determined from at first their thoughts aspire

With upright means to prove the inward form

In outward style, contracting the attire

To fit, too transient, what their heart has born.

All means appraised, they discipline the fair

Integrity requires of perfect care.

 

Durand von Meissen

(44)

Near shore, the fawning airs of pride blow on

The ship of low ambition as the port

Of youth is left, though life truth not resort

To worldly confidence. Such day's bygone.

Awake you Sleepers, grab onto the helm

Of discipline and keep a watchful eye

For them false prophets' quackery that o’er whelms

The carnal reason; now, the trial draws nigh!

Set ores to deeper waters, brave the depths

Of judgment and sustain the vast relief

'gainst piercing cynicism which has cleft

Many good hulls upon the Siren’s reef.

The hero fronts the dark and Dagon stays

Enchanted, winning gems from wisdom's lay.

 

Durand von Meissen

(45)

Seeming and unseemly, like and dislike

The teeter and the totter is such play

Of mind and meaning, cause and causal plight

Which founding can confound the night with day.

Such boy is father to the man while life

On loss is nourished; so a fusion rules

Through universal verse as all is strife

On one compounded simile endued.

Now what in words the wise of men contend

Consistent with or contrawise contrived

Life meets centripetal where spirit bends

The line’s division into circumscribed.

More starkly known, unknown from first to last

Is Destiny, God seeking what is past.

 

Durand von Meissen

(46)

The trial’s consideration first shall lend

Two ways to go, one fearful way determined;

The other, lasting truths of life extends

And once encompassed, all pure hopes resound.

All bloody and destructive ways are there

In carnal things and impish aspirations

That darkens every soul to proudly bear

The image of its brutal estimations.

But as a canopy of light there’s one

That demonstrates the heart’s nobility

To all the world, revealing as the sun

The Character’s divine prosperity.

Such paragon of grace shall ever lives

With truth and love to conquer death and sin!

 

Durand von Meissen

(47)

As changing faces for the change of things

Accommodation is the passing rite

Which gives an entrance to the newer things

Where right or wrong, as given's, always nice.

No boasting in the things of present worth

As change is certain and as night and day

Faith owns the gauntlets which, ordained by birth

Initiates men to humanity.

Whether comes fair or foul, all constant live

Between what was, perhaps that which shall be

Where nothing is received, nothing given

Except that proven by integrity.

More prudent then, the tested heart discerns

What loss to own, what gains to yet forgo.

 

Durand von Meissen

(48)

No longer bothered in the waking hours

To vex their love in ways of cruel reproof

They lighten every gloom for kinder bowers

Of sweet attentions for their primal youth.

Life’s innocence they keep and sooner turn

On admiration of that sincere care

That judges not but, ever ready, learns

What good or bad, by name, is common shared.

So being one within a true respect

They no more care contend with right or wrong

Nor weary coming days with old regrets

But thank the night as harbinger of song.

Alas, to love in truth and ever live

In joy of grace, the best of heart to give!

 

Durand von Meissen

(49)

Boasting nothing soon to vainly give

The estimation of life’s lordly plan

They overcome the world and constant live

By faith, submitting as is fit for Man.

Too soon, conceited banter comes about

On winds of contradiction, inward born

For outward wreck upon the teeth of doubt

As partial men, from seeming self are shorn.

But owning what is due they right respect

The station that sets them among the stars

So puny, which at night they just reflect

On cares that found with selfless disregard.

Without more striving then, their love is shown

To silence pride, their truth more clearly known.

 

Durand von Meissen

(50)

So comes the heart and all transcending will

To study every hope and worldly care

In what is sought or whether grace distills

The phantom soul; from private ways to bear

All things of earthly good and evil bound

As strange concoctions are at first the mead

Of every way, wherein true faith resounds

With substances of vital unity.

No forms of vacant care to find at first

Where subtle intimations leaps the mind

To own the sacred unction which must bursts

Up through the shadow self and misty kind.

Once found in each, born by integrity

They compass every care and open up

The fountain of their youth, with Manhood’s key

Unlocking treasures of angelic sup.

Such ripened grace and beauty inward heard

Reforms relations, comforting the world!

 

Durand von Meissen

(51)

O beauty in the heart of Man, so true

That weighs equal our need; more pure than gold

Your equity of faith in life that holds

As dung those things which vanity once lured!

Allied and filling up the high measure

Of righteousness, your precepts wrought by love

Then rectifies the will, drawing treasures

From out our hallowed shrine and lights’ abode!

Steadfast then, set these lamps, our best reflect

In awesome wonders of life’s unity

Which once our pride and greedy goals bereft

For minion light. Still, there is verity!

Great mystery, though portions are we known

Built up are All in each and each in All!

 

Durand von Meissen

(52)

Who knows what in our secret heart may lie

For ways more worthy, guessed but still unheard

To shape the comforts of our dawning days

And lift to yet new life the palling world?

More subtle than the silent creep of time

It slips us by, like shadows of a dream

To fall beneath the hustle and the grind

Of souls once careless snared by cruel disdain.

Not here or there in sweetened sympathies

Nor couched in dainty flirting of the mind

Come forms of light and golden verities

Clothed in itself, itself a world sublime.

Substance of being, hope without a fear

Is faith, now purified by countless tears!

 

Durand von Meissen

(53)

Ten thousand times ten thousand worlds contrived

In weight and number, light and dark devoid

Before this lovely seat could life employ

As token, gem, and dame of the sublime.

Compressed within its bowels, the earth’s distress

From many tons of ore brings forth one stone

Which, rare and coveted, some men invest

With value, for their cherished to adorn.

But these and all great wonders cannot own

What earth and heaven have to us bequeathed

In one fleet breath of spirit, inward born

To magnify and summarize the rest.

Such pains of birth inform us by what odds

Are wrought the dignities of Man in God!

 

Durand von Meissen

(54)

The intimations of our youth

Are whispering the dreams of Manhood-

Shadowed ways of meaning

Which in kind with ambient stars

Seem presently arrived yet constant play

The chiming of a universal sphere

In concert with a universal heart

That we, as man or woman, ever hear

As one, though tuned with all in scale of parts.

 

Sweet songs of knowing, harmonies sublime

Soft now upwelling, urging on the climb

Of ancient being, born to pass all by

Conceived a worm, mounting to the skies

On wings supernal, loft on noble strains

To ring the victor’s anthem and the aims

Of hope and faith for life’s enduring worth!

 

Durand von Meissen

(55)

O fair gentleness and sweet repose

Of patient care, always I hold you dear

In hours of trial and the disconcerting.

Your steady grace, so wondrous, shall unfold

To lighten all the dark and gruesome fears

Of my lost night and lonely hurting.

 

First in you I find the kindliness

Of heart, whose worth is more than gold

To this poor soul and the cruel world.

And so, your care is more than tenderness

As your intent, stronger than is told

Of truth, by men, the mind unfurled.

 

Let none forget, in you we find our rest

From you we’re born, to you we must return

Our faith of innocence, in us the best

Of love that ever inward burns!

 

Durand von Meissen

(56)

Such kindliness of grace that sends

In exhortation, ways to mend

The heart, wherein hope sure stride

Stitching firmer, faith into faith

Passing through life’s gate

Were mercy ever abides!

 

How knowingly your mourning dove

Has tended patiently in love

To coo to us our heart’s content.

What beauty of true care to see

What worthiness and lasting peace

In the upright soul’s pure intent!

 

Durand von Meissen

(57)

May we work and prove today

Though battered in the idols’ fray

To overcome the world and show forth

Our best, temptation disposed;

Trusting not in lonely works

But piercing the mist in our eyes

Unto truth, too dimly beheld!

 

While barren thoughts of self matured

It could not allay the blasting doubts

But rose from the gate Beautiful

Acceptance and supplication

Whose living grace it brightly lit!

 

Durand von Meissen

(58)

In deserts of the world I’d rather be

Than I the courts of kings a foolish thrall

To vain ambitions or moneyed servitude!

Free, I’d live with honest contemplation

Though poor for that accounting among men

To scan the awesome work above, bright heavens

Fixed and revolving orbs set in their glory-

Arrayed expanse and grand infinitude.

Wondrous mirror, image of the heart

So deep that breathes the life and endless age

Of generation, countless among men!

Now overflow your light and influence

The way of sojourn souls, quick innervate

With living water all this ashen self

And renew with greater hope than one life holds

To saturate with life and numberless

Lives of men. So would we ever reap

The holy writ by them set down;

As they in us could live, none should die

But as the heavens we’d continue on

With light profuse, as upon each other flown

Though for a thousand years our fixed orbs retired!

 

Durand von Meissen

(59)

Together then we’d prove the godliness

Which, for integrity, cannot waver

Or be shook off the rock of unity-

Each found in each by truths’ of soul sublime

Supernal, resplendent, on wings of grace

Forever coursing our most noble aims

Of faith and loveliness, proving the cause

And seal by which we’re sealed, image of God.

So never more we seek to outward strive

For proof of worth, true worth best justified

In what transcends the part, no bit denied

Of universal good and common chords

Which year to year, age to age, remain the same!

Here is the hope, which, lodestone of the wise

Can hold steadfast the will in sympathy

With lives of men, though by death over-shroud…

The equity of heart for our humanity

That frees the soul to broad consideration

Smashing all dogmatic claims of power

With honest understanding. Here mercy sits

As guard over the heart to weigh all thoughts

That from the cynic soul might issue forth

 

Durand von Meissen

(60)

And, in condemning, wreck our common good…

So deep is hell and worthless is the theme

Of selfish ways in proud experience.

Such wretched pride would ever delegate

Our worth, and in the delegation ruin our lives

For peace, resigning each as slaves to chance, disjoined

From central cares that keep the hearth of life.

But equity shall own the ways of each

Lest by vain pride assuredness be weighed

Unequal worth, to sanctioned cliques imputed.

Such preference would tip the scale for war

And war cut short in wrath our ancient climb.

Wretched thought, dastard ignobility

That lifts a self-conception over others-

Our brothers, sisters, friends, remaining self

Which met could bring to whole our fractured lives!

But let one live in each and each in all

Then would we meet alike in constancy

And, with respectful patience, comprehend

The fateful chords that make for our sojourn.

Once found in each, each other’s best admired

Our hearts would grow in love’s sweet communion

 

Durand von Meissen

(61)

And mercy, our best fruit, would rise to fill

Each yearning soul, our friends their burdens eased

Which sensed in loneliness, the wastes of pain

Is guided home at last with kindliness.

Doubtless, none is worthy without love

Which, ever proving, seeks to mitigate

The toil of ours so snared with cruel fates

That desperately we fall from out the light

Unwitting to be pierced with seething pain

Of spite, the bitter herb of discontent.

Yet, there’s none blameless in love’s law which spoke-

Love others as you love yourself

For all men, as is common to be known

Seek first their private fare and, if well done

Perchance may cast a glance toward others’ need.

Of all work then, such as must be done

None’s more worthy of praise as this one is

Who sets aside the judgment that demands

For brutal blows, more blows returned in measure

Of recompense, but seeks still to reconcile

The complex wrong, by men construed; takes two

 

Durand von Meissen

(62)

For what is called offense, yet not one care

To be avenged, only that peace, life’s Eden once

Might soon return. Love’s loss of part is bane.

But should be lost this simple fact of grace

Where equity of heart yields every hope

To lift into the peace of natal care…

Then quake! Comes every strife and civil war!

Such wickedness abides with greedy thoughts

That urge despite and beastly remonstrance

When rather due, in truth, is to forgive.

But throwing off conceit, we now shall live

No more self-proud in cruel estimations

But fix in heart the welfare of our whole

And prove the power of consanguinity

Whose grace so freely from one root is trained

With generosity, no justice won

By privilege or the pacts of honored cast…

Then owning every potent jot for good

Our hearts sure hold, no respect at all

For cliques of power, in preference, justified

We’ll prove our best, which, ever true below

With perfect sympathy, has born us all

 

Durand von Meissen

(63)

Except those proud hypocrites who style themselves

Elect among us, righteous laws of God

Whose spiteful ranks have ever mocked the heart

With judgment, though the ways of truth have sought

No condemnation, ‘clean/unclean’, but in love

Worked every mercy, ever fit for all

Confirming peace at last, our lives conjoined!

 

Durand von Meissen

(64)

Though in a public place arise

Faint words on wisdom’s wind

The work must not be compromised

Or then is stilled the healing breath

And whom shall seers send?

 

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